Almost end of September, many things changed and experienced. All I can say is, damn. What a memorable month. ...
You know how a week back one of my goals was meeting "philosophical people" and talking to them? I feel like my wish came true this weekend. I think its insane how I pulled myself up from a all time low to an all time state of understanding. I think it's at the point you suffer most that the most comes out of...
Yet another sunny and bright day and receiving Lunar's festival gifts from neighbours. ...
Did some self portait shoots with a shirt I made, the one with the skull on the back! I wish the weather would be nice for the whole rest of the month... ...
This must be the month I was the most depressing, hopeless etc. for no apparent reason at all. I know I wrote entries similar to this one but I have at least half come to terms with reality. Why must I deserve continual good things to happen to me, why should I expect everyone to treat me amazingly and to have everything to...
I don't know what I'm missing but it feels like I'm missing something and all I do is think,think,think. I've read all those peace books but it doesn't help me at all because I don't know how to slow down my mind.I feel like I always need something to sustain...something to stay perfect and everlasting. Something that proves it won't leave. And I...
.PNG)
...
.JPG)
.PNG)
Winter in inevitably coming, and with that I feel this..loss but I didn't lose anything. Still deathly sick but tried to look somewhat presentable to hang out with my friend today, had sushi again for almost 3rd day in a row.. gotta keep pushing on and through."life is unfair, kill yourself or get over it" ...
Good morning from SFU, went early to do my German placement test and buying textbooks. Than had mediocre bibimpap and mango hurricane booster juice. I am so sick I get headache when I eat, wtf is this?? Anyway, wing forever alone in a corner of library reading Haruki murakami books. Sigh. Good morning from SFU, went early to do my German placement test...
Just finished first day of school, went pretty well and my German class was pretty fun. Met up with my friend and went to dinner with my boyfriend. I don't know why sometimes I would feel amazingly happy and next moment empty for no reason?? I'm not bipolar right....just at dinner I was sudden extremely exhausted and coming home everything felt heavy. And...
Off to German lecture in a few minutes, have to buy and sell textbooks and get bubbletea than its back home. Pretty chill! Tchüss Leute :) Off to German lecture in a few minutes, have to buy and sell textbooks and get bubbletea than its back home. Pretty chill! Tchüss Leute :) ...
Tommorow about to be another start to a new semester. Im prepared. This time last year I didn't have half the things in life I had now and I believe I can have a amazing second year. CHEERS! Tommorow about to be another start to a new semester. Im prepared. This time last year I didn't have half the things in life I...
In model CH518 Black :) ...
