Hello as I sit in my room listening to heavy rain outside. This past week, midterms finally hit and I've been study with my bff (I can officially call her this since we hang out everyday) at her house and multiple sleepovers, midnight food binges, laughs about boy problems in our "Beavis and Buttheads" voice and trying to get some studying in between. Sometimes people walk in your life expectantly and you realize this is just fate..this is just how alike you guys are and everything begins fitting together like a puzzle. I'm glad to have someone to spend my gloomy winter days with..and as for boys, well they are just boys. I just put less importance on them, even if I can worry about a thousand things. Because I am here, not "there" and thinking just makes up unwanted things that don't exist. Sometimes I think people put impossible standards upon relationships and causes unnecessary suffering and worrying. Just keep in mind the people who treat you well and are always there for you, if you are grateful than that, I firmly believe good things will continuously come to my life!
Anyway, I dont know what it is about the rain that increases loneliness. So instead of wallowing at home all day which gives me a headache, I just go out almost everyday and have a good time. I am in such a peaceful and satisfied mood now...I count the days I felt like this, its almost been a month of bliss. Cheers! xxx
“It’s dark because you are trying too hard. Lightly child, lightly. Learn to do everything lightly. Yes, feel lightly even though you’re feeling deeply. Just lightly let things happen and lightly cope with them. I was so preposterously serious in those days… Lightly, lightly – it’s the best advice ever given me… So throw away your baggage and go forward. There are quicksands all about you, sucking at your feet, trying to suck you down into fear and self-pity and despair. That’s why you must walk so lightly. Lightly my darling…”
— Aldous Huxley, Island (via bodhiandsoul)
Hello all. Another day spent with my good friend and I went blonde as a impulse haha. I dont know how long I'll keep the color for but YOLO seriously. Thank god my skin tone is fairly pale so I dont end up looking like a farmer..haha. Anyway, we just went for PHO cuz I was craving it so much and had some good laughs and more crazy conversations. Went for Korean food and dessert at night with her family.
And I just feel so thankful for today just because I woke today and so many amazing people walked in my life since last month! Just thankful for everything, BLESSED to be me~
Went with my friend to this beach, soo beautiful. The weather is still holding up in middle of October, such a rarity!! We went for greek food after and bought hairdye to give ourselves a makeover ;) But her bf took her away from me for 3 hours so here I am back home and editing pictures, maybe going for a late night walk with Mr.neighbour ;)
Went for brunch with my friend this noon- had some gourmet burgers, + ice cream bun+ blue lemonade. So much, I'm in a food coma now *___* Our conversation was SO funny lol we were talking about how we look like peasants going to school and how we dont care and are "savages". Also, our endless boy problems.... damn halarious, I laughed until I died haha! Gonna get ready for a sleepover and another day with my friend tommorow, yeaaahhhh!
Had some amazing Korean food in September and desserts :) My endless relationship with food goes on...